Goodbye...

I know it's been a minute since I've written but there has been a lot going on. If you stop talking to someone and get a girlfriend why keep trying to come back to them. You need to keep going and be with her. If you are trying to compare us that won't work because hands down I am the shit. Not to sound conceded but I am. I used to help you and be there for you when no one not even your family would be. When I love someone I love hard. It really hurt when you dropped me like you did but I have gotten over it and I have moved on. I can't believe you can claim you love her and want her and turn around and say, "I don't know what it is. I just can't keep my hands off of you. I know it's wrong but you are the best. I love you but I don't think I deserve you." Nicca please. I honestly believe that you never really loved or cared about me the way you said you did. I have to honestly say that the sex was live but at the end of the nut what is really left? I need more than that. I need someone that will love me for everything I am and appreciate me for everything I am. I know I am a good woman and so do you. You try to run mind games by saying the things you believe I want to hear. You tell me beautiful lies and I will no longer be the fool for you. This is the end of all the b.s.